and its such a simple question

today was a horrid. with two best friends in the world in different worlds.
please, do cheerup. ive known you guys all my life so dont be like this.
please, i'd get on my knees.

tuition at mrs kuek's was fun.
haha it always is, esp when she'd indulge with me in my stupid childish quarrels and nonsensical complains haha! there came this scgs girl today. yes, and she kept telling mrs kuek im damn funny and mrs kuek would tell me and i would go, okay? i mean what do you want me to say right? funny things, oh wells the girl's pretty nice and sweet. (: brenda tan's like super cute, she like gave me the puppy look to try convince me talking to my mom agn. funny things in my life!

look for the sunrise when it seems like the sun is setting.
everything will be perfect, someday.

girl, i wna be there for you but somethings stopping me.
i swear ima fall agn. i wna be like we used to, like how we play and wack and i'd just put my hands on your waist and you wldn say anything but just smile.
all these lil things keep replaying itself. and how i want it all to be true agn.

i need a sunrise, desperately.
im falling for someone who i really shouldn be at. shes a playa people say. if shes to play, i'd play with her. you know i can if i want to. but to HER im not and i dont want to. im seriously serious man.

char >> nat im so sick of life. why cant everything be so much easier?
nat >> but like that it wldn be life already what.
char >> yeah but i still want it easier! its so torturous.
nat > hmmm can you imagine life being called potatoes!
char >> nat? hahahaha okay so we go like "my potatoes sucks." like this?
nat > yeah! then what would potatoes be called?
char >> hmmm maybe nat.
nat > right char.
char>> HAHAHA really, would you like some nats?

i love potatoes.
i miss nunber two. stop ignoring me.
i love number one.