these four i love :D


you know its really annoying when a friend of yours who mean so much to you seems to be keeping a distance away from you and creating some kind of barrier between the both of you. what the fuck is wrong with you? why can't you just tell me about your feelings? i don't know, its like you're holding something back and you refuse to tell me anything. maybe its hard for you to think that way. probably you have not totally forgotten the past. please don't get me wrong. everything between us is over and i have alr forgive and forget. i'm not trying to get you back or whatever, all i want us to be is friends. close friends, like how we used to be when we first met. i admit, i do miss you alot. i apologise for all the nasty things i did and said. but have you really apologised? yes, maybe you did apologise to me when you rejected me. but how about all that mean things you did? your lies and your ignorance? although it hurt me so, i have forgiven you. i am tired of this. i am goddamn sick of your fucking monotonous and cold replies. stop denying that there's nothing wrong, or quit saying i am thinking too much, because its getting onto my nerves.