how the heart confuses the mind

WE ARE FINALLY DONE WITH PRELIMS! LIKE yayy. lets see, its not long to olevels now. results are like out way too fast. I need a break. desperately. today went lunch at j8 with nat kel and meiling at mos. mhmm, kel eats her tako damn it fast la. I was just gna finish my first one and she finished everything already. wth. haha shes hungry. meiling, lucky I FORCED you to start eating the burger. later someone scold you (: I am so sweet! and the piece of fry I stuck into the burger to make it look a lil more tempting? ((((:

“its all about me, not somebody else
help me to see,
the truth when I look at myself,
if ima change, if ima break free
it cant be about them, its all about me.”
yes, I need to make a decision. and fast. my head needs to get sorted out.
logically, like people say, go for someone who loves you.
but in my theory, I’ll go for someone I love.

HELP me. my brains all bogged up. and its not like I don’t like number three, I just… AIYA not like anyone would understand.
OH I bumped into number two many times today. haha no I really bumped into her, not purposely! really!

“it’s a shame to awake to a world of pain
it’s the same everyday in a hell manmade.
what can be saved, who’s left to hold her?”

if someone could tell me wht to do now, it would be so much easier. number one, if you had said yes, I wouldn be so messed up now you know. no no its not your fault, I still love you all the same, like I always have. oh now I see, maybe thts why im so messed up.

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a ____ so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)


i love you.