hahahah i just read some asshole's blog. oh my god it was so bloody lame i cant stop laughing my head off! seriously lah, why would we want to mess with you all? we cant even be bothered to mess with such loserish people! that asshole made it sound like as if they're too good for us to mess with. please, WE DO NOT CARE. haha yeah anyway honestly, we cant wait to WIN YOU FLAT. and you should look into the mirror man, who's the one being so glum and arrogant? aiyo. -shakes head. quit deluding yourself like huh. its so silly for you to hate us just because you cant win us, really losers you know.
anyway today kinda sucked. you are killing me again. life is like a mountain, full of ups and downs. you cant expect someone to always be at their peak, it will never be possible. no one can be perfect. people have different way of doing things, how can you expect every person to be the same under your control? people have their own talents. how do you want me to change everyone? things wont work out this way, i am not god. you should really stop giving yourself so much stress because i think you are getting angry and troubled over ridiculous unnecessary stuff.
haha, training today! cldn't train because of my swollen feet. though it's better now, it still hurts a little and at least i can walk! i was limping the past few days :/ had lunch with nessa at macs and it was so fun talking about the good old times. our favourite hot topic as well! :D
anyhow, school starts tmr. sheesh :/ i am so dread to go school i want more holidays! and 95% of my homework is not completed yet. hohoho, ohhhh how wonderful :)


A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me

holidays are coming to an end soon and i've been slacking :( i'm eating and sleeping so much like a big fat lazy pigg, i think i'm growing fat soon! hee :D hardly touched my books and my homework although there's piles of work to be done, sheesh. i was supposed to do chinese revision but i didnt do any in the end. hahah i just cant stand doing chinese, it makes me fall asleep. if i clear my chinese o's in may, i wont be studying chinese till next year so i have to force and motivate myself to study hard for chinese :)
i tried studying geog today, wet rice cultivation. well, it wasnt exactly very productive but at least i did something! i seriously have to buck up on my combined humans! i have been getting F9s for it since the beginning of sec three and i dont believe my humans are that bad, so I WILL WORK HARD FOR IT. :)
many things happened lately. seriously i cant take it anymore. you are totally absurd and non sensical. i have done my best yet you are not happy. i cant live up to all your expectations, they are too high and you have gone too far. i am not perfect and so aren't you. you cant force me to do whatever i cannot and whatever i dont want to do. i'm tired of your impatience and your bullshit facts. i hate it when you don get your priorities right, i hate it when you are so unreasonable and so not understanding, i hate your selfishness and fakeness. i dont understand why you cant accept being defeated, all you think is winning. you're stress. c'mon tell me who's not stress? everyone else is stress too. you are bringing my morale down and i've been tolerating i cant wait to get out of here. i am too dread to see you. i dont wish to dislike you, i wish you would go back to your normal self again. please stop thinking that you're so great and that you're always right. i have lost my trust and respect in you. don pester and irritate me anymore would you? just quit killing and giving me additional stress.
i am drained and worn out, i've got no mood to study or even train. and i dont know how i train, my body hurts everywhere it feels injured! :( i want competition to end quickly so that i can focus on my studies then get over and done with o's. i cant continue on like this.

I didn't know what to say
I tried to look the other way
When I saw you there with him
Acting like I don't care
But you can read from how I stare
That I'm hurting deep inside
Ain't gonna show my weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I'll be crying for you

hahaha these few days had been fun but tiring though. went to siggy's house yesterday and i was so mad! dont know what's wrong with me maybe i drank too much coke :D i think i have to go woodbridge alr. took so many photos with char! silly and stupid ones. and yes, we watched tom and jerry, its damn cute! :) i want more!! :D me being the poor cat, tom, was always getting bullied by the rat, jerry (char). she kept trying to pull out my whiskers! as well as sneaking into the house and stealing things, especially my cheese, while i am asleep :D yupp so stayed till arnd 8 plus and went home. zhuang might be changing our seats next term. i dont want! i only want to sit with siggy and char. my lovely silly crappy darlings :))
st nicks fiesta today :D zhuang made me come at 6.45 lah! what the heck. again carried many things i probably climbed up and down for more than ten times. i hardly ate. only one egg and four fishballs if i'm not wrong. bought many drinks, coconut :) me and char were so lame! we went to the hall and jumped on the bouncy bouncy thing, which was meant for only kids below p6! hahaha, we tried to persuade the sec three girls who were in charge to let us in and so we did! :D we look like small kids anyway. people were like saying "the thing can take your weight meh?" we're not as heavy as they think okay! nothing happened lor. haunted house was quite alright it wasnt scary at all.
after fiesta, i went out with amelia and jiaxing, my besties :D its been ages since we last chill out! jiaxing used the hair spray to style and spike my hair, she claimed that it was nice but i thought it wasnt. she even wanted me to go out with this hairstyle. unfortunately it rained. we ran in the rain till we reached macs. by the time we reached macs, we were all so drenched so i had to dry my hair in the toilet. headed to thomson plaza and dined at swensens! ate prata at prata house after that! had a great time chatting and laughing with you guys today. love you! :D
this holiday is such a havoc. its only one week but the amount of work given makes it seem like june holidays. so much catching up and revision for tests to do too. training's gonna be intensive as well because nationals start on the 27th. we have to go back on tuesday morning for some chinese mock exam paper then later in the afternoon for chem prac for three hours! its like less than 80 days to chinese o's! AHHHH THIS IS SCARY :(( never mind, hua yu cool! :)

homework:
1) 3 comprehensions
2) 7 worksheets of maths
3) 3 worksheets of bio
4) 8 pages of chem
5) 6 pages of geog
6) ss workbook
7) chinese workbook, 3 chapters

heyy everybody! we are at siggy's house now! today was a really tiring day did preparation for tmr's fiesta! went round the school so many times and carried stuff.
char now. haha im playing the guitar, tiong's majorly slacking! what a moron. we sang inCy WINsy spider song. and the im a little teapot. we really looked like major morons. haha WE WATCHED TOM AND JERRY!!! and tiong, being tom, kept chasing me, jerry. so irritating. she's like so much bigger. no fair. but its like pure funness. im much sweeter in the show, so never mind. but it got really bored for a while. tiong continued watching and she got so sad when the show ended! hahaha morons are we! WE BOTH LIKE FAILED OUR AMATHS TEST. and the cha ye dan smell is like getting in my nose and its getting stinkier and stinkier. yayy i like can go for mrs soh's remedial and tiong cant. haahahahahahahahahahahah tiong's like shuffing the dog into my face. how idiotic can she get. now shes making the doll sleep with the bear. GOD!!!!! crazy fool. im tired. tiong will continue. tiong makes my day. but eugenia does it better. HAHAHAH haha. okay, we'll sit on the merry go round tmr!!!! and the bouncy bouncy thing!!! oh my god its gonna be like super funn lar!!! okayy we'll end here. enjoy!!

i love this song! one of my favourite! :D


Why, why, why
There you are in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows (in the shadows)
Come to come, come to me
Can't you see that

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why, why don't you let me love you
Why, why, oh why

Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me,
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms baby,

Before I start going crazy (going crazy)
Run to me
Run to me
Cause I'm dying

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (I don't wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why

Why, why don't you let me love you
I wanna feel you need me (feel you need me)
Just like the air you're breathing
I need you here in my life

Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, don't walk away
No..

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry..

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (is longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (hurts inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why, why don't you let me love you

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (so hurt inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why, why don't you let me love you

Why, let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, love you, let me love you

tiong's a naughty girl copying homeworkand shes a big retarded idiot! not as idiot as me though! hahahahahah okay anyway, been really pissed lately. because of some shitass fucking arsedhole. a person who is majorly sucky and really nothing better to do. okay shall not get into details. anyway, it's cheryl's birthday! haha happy birthday darling! haha yeap! retarded pictures with me and homies y'all. yeah. cheer up everybody. the world's not ending yet. rat loves you all except you.
a smile does it all. :) hee!
tiong, you get?