if you don mean it, then dont say it
dont say it for the sake of pleasing people
you may say such stuff, but you dont do or show what you say
your actions speak louder than your words
tell me how am i suppose to believe that?
just what are you up to?

make me fade; let me go free

today is officially the last day of combined assembly. TEN YEARS OVER NOW! okay and im old, well stelli, youre still older! one year to remind you. like small kid like that. farnie thing ;) hmmm, friday will com and go like any other day. but next thurs i have remedial. and tuition this sat. I NEED TO GET DOWN TO STUDYING NEXT WEEK i really do. and i need to cut down on texting. lovely :/ well, i prolly should right. argh, okay lit is boring with three hours of maths today. wish me luck. i'll prolly never be online again!

this's for you, you know who you are.
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me would you?)
BAby, I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)

This ring represents my heart
There's just one thing I need from you (say I do)

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no other woman that can take your spot

Now if I wrote you a love note
And made you sign every word I wrote
Would that make you want to change your scene
And be the one on my team (tell me would you?)
See, what's the point in waiting anymore
Girl, I never been more sure (baby, it's you)
This ring represents my heart
Ande verything I've been waiting for (just say it, I do)
Because

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

Shorty, cool as a fan
On the new once again
Still has fan from Peru to Japan
Listen baby, I don't wanna ruin your plan
If you got a man, try to lose him if you can
Cause your girl hands on fire
Wanna come kick it wit a stand up guy
You don't really wanna let the chance go by
Because you ain't been seen wit a man so fly
Left, right candle fly
Private, cause I handle mine
Call me candle guy, simply because I am on fire
Cancel my vacation so you can't deny
I'm patient, but I ain't gonna try
You don't come, I gonna die
Hold up, what you mean, you can't go why?
Me and you boyfriend ain't gonna fight
You say you wanna kick it, wanna get so high
Baby, you decide that I ain't your guy
Ain't goin lie, I feel your space
But forget your face, I swear I will
Same mark, same bullet anywhere I chill
Just bring wit me a pair, I will

[Bridge:]
I could see us holding hands
Running on the beach, our clothes in the sand
I can see us in the countryside
Sittin on the grass side by side
You could be my baby (be my baby)
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
All I want you to do is be

[Chorus x2:]
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
My love (so don't give away)
Ain't no other woman that can take your spot.

i'll just wait for you
until you say you want me too.
you know you do.

to kill or be killed

i finally can sneak on the comp. checked out SA's open house, got a shoebag and funny things. and im supposed to be studying to get a bloody ten points to get into sa. shit. ima start bringing out my inner nerd. :/

okay, its just one week left to end of school and my ten years in stnicks will end there. with exams. boy will i miss this place. and even though the early part was not so well with after june, i still will miss it. much much. stress is bottling up. being sec four is not at all nice. problems start arising. getting caught in dilemas of the growing years. well thats been it for me the past five years. careful of your company. find your true friends quick. and be careful not to lose them ever. not for the world. you'll regret it, trust me. dont take paths of life that you'll regret. but if you do, learn from your mistake and dont repeat again. oh, try breaking a few rules, get the thrill going. life will be better. do it in school while you can, the price is not that expensive yet. thieving is bad. climb gates or run out of school or draw on the walls. cheap thrills.

i sound like some super uber knowledgeable person. hahaha ohwells, life's a journey. mistakes wont cost you much. just learn from them.

I set out on a narrow way many months ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the months I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

when will you finally get over your fear?
when will you finally say that youre mine?
when will i be fine?

its about two to three more weeks to the big o level exams, and there's bio prac next week! its our last day of school next friday too, then we will stay at home to mug for o's. OOOOOHHLALA! its so scary to think that o's are SO NEAR now. i used to think that o's are months away, but now its just a few days left!
oh tiong, you have to learn to work and write at a speed of light, or your marks are gonna fly away to heaven. aiyoo tiong, you are such a bad and lazy girl who refuses to study lit and practise doing mapwork which you sucked so much in. tskkk!

in my world of made belief

prelims are majorly screwed
okay considering the fact that i improved cos i never get below thirty my entire life, a twenty odd is not bad. but, comparing with the rest of everybody else, GOD I SUCK. i need to get into a jc.
flooopppsss. (typed by chicken)
-flops about in a uncontrolled manner
okay that was chicken and her oh so weird habit.
ANYWAY, lets move on with life.

lessons as normal now. fuck, i feel like holidaying.

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

sweet, its for you.

EUGE, TINKERBELLE IS CUTER THAN YOU ARE. you know it :))

the truth will set sparks

haha saturday was fun, other than the fact that euge was there. yeah hahaha nat we must must go out more often, and you'd better wear proper shoes. haha then we can go back to food republic and turn down the indian guy again! :) so funny!! :) hmm, yes euge, it wasn even raining, why wld you need an umbrella? crazy thing :)

"when i look into your eyes i can see that you
wna be with me but youre scared
and i dont know what to say or do
but the tears keep falling from your eyes
and i know that
times wont change my love
and i cant do nothing to keep you
as hours pass away
you think love aint here to stay
feel a beat from your chest
but you dont give a doubt a moments's rest
you dream the future and all you see is dark
listen to your heart baby, the truth will set sparks"

youre all i need, my love, my valentine.
you know its for you, who you tryna kid?

prelims was majorly screwed. i can go ite cut grass alr.
my lifetime career. i need a moderation. pretty please!

the pain is real, the pain it kills.