its a sunday

tomorrows a monday
the next is tuesday
and the next is a wednesday
and the next next is a thursday
and tiong will be gone for a fucking sports trip.
my moronic partner will be gone.

the same images of us keeps reappearing
you apparation is getting to me
hate to feel this way when
i miss you so bad that
im going insane.
you need to get outta my head.can i bribe you?
a lolipop?
milo?
anything.

i went to visit my nieces today! :D haha, they are SO CUTEE! i am seeing them every weekend now. but i wish to see them everyday! haha, maybe some day i will go over to stay at my brother in law's place! (:
yesterday, i was so pissed off at the aj teacher. seriously man, he gets onto my nerves, i could just SCREAMMM at him! somemore i was having a slight fever and i had to talk to him and hear his disgusting voice and reply his disgusting messages! EEEWW, the way he type is horrendous i tell you. i dont even know what the hell he is typing! he types "come" as "cme" and he spells my name as "winie" etc etc. oh my goodness! i am so glad he finally gave up trying to persuade me to accept the aj dsa. i think i have a bad reputation now after 'arguing' with him. right now, i am waiting for ac and hwa chong's reply. if i really cant get into ac or hc, then i will probably go sa.
i am studying chem right now. there's a test on tuesday and a geog test on wed. i think i'm gonna fail geog again. :( sports trip on thursday! will be back on saturday night. we're taking ferry to bintan :) i pray that the sports trip will be a good one. its like my last year i dont care! arghh, actually i kinda dread going for sports trip :i

the past is the past,
i have stopped crying
and i am moving on
maybe it was not wrong to say goodbye to you after all

the last of us

today was the official last day for interact, which is BAD cos i'll be like missing them so bad. god. we had a major load of maths questions in the morning. like amaths and RIGHT AFTER that was the bloody unsw which is a TOTAL waste of time when i could spend it so well sleeping.

you dont have to be close to me, just be close at hand.
you dont have to stay forever, i will understand.
but i cant help falling for you, believe me.
im sure, i've fallen again,
good or bad.
i already did.

yayyness

HAHA me and tiong went picture printing today!
fun, even though she had a bad headache. take care!
oh and siggy too! take care much much!
hmm horrible day, didnt study ss the night before and like crammed everythng 5 mins before the test. LOVELY. dumb propaganda takes up unnessary space.
hardly saw someone1 and someone2
except a few unexpected with someone1.

im missing you real bad.
what hurts the most
was being so close,
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away.
inever know if,
what could have been,
and not seeing that loving you,
is what i was tryna do.

i hope you hear.
dont pretend you dont,
cos its obvious you do.

stop turn, take a look around

ilove today.
ilove love today.
tiong, im just purely dumb and fucking obvious aint i?
argh, wiggy, i need smart medicine. just a little.
funny day it is.
hmm, never mind.
AMATHS WAS HORRID.
I LOVE THE stfrm. hee,shut up rahh.
oh god, she just drives me crazy andits a crazy, totally absurd obsession.
fuck, dinner's ready.

you are some kind of wonderful
youre everything to me.
god, youre hot.
god, im crazy

YO!
life in school sucks now. so many tests a week! i'm dying. last week, we had emaths, amaths, lit, social studies and bio. cool huh. there were six chapters to study for bio but i only read through some of the chapters during the holidays and studied a few pages of the reproduction in plants! that chapter can just kill me man, it bores me! in the end, the bio paper was still quite manageable :) though i crap quite alot. and yes, next week i have chem geog and amaths test! i have to mug like 13 chapters to mug altogether. i FAILED NEARLY ALL of my emaths test! i put in so much effort for maths, yet i am getting this kinda marks :( i am so worn out and i feel like breaking down alr. PERSERVE!! thanks to all my friends who gave me encouragement! jiayou too :D
we are doing floorball for pe now :D its so fun! hahaha. but it gives me back ache. we had a floorball match with 4grace that day and they were like @%^&*()?! they dont whack the ball, but our legs. they whack the air.
chinese olevel listening on monday! it shldn't be a problem. my oral was alright too. i think the one which i screwed up the most was paper2! sigh, hopefully they will moderate the marks so i can get A!
went down to hwa chong yesterday :) had a little some sort of party there. ate ice cream :D then walked around the school. i found out that hwa chong does not have a specific class! every class will just have a class bench. during breaks and when we come school in the morning, we go to our class bench. if we have chem lesson, we go to the lab or auditorium and if we have maths, we go to diff classes and all that. think its rather cool! however i would still prefer to have our own class. HAHA.
today, my sister bought me two new specs. what a waste of money :i one of them is half frame. it looks rather nice! hope it suits me :)
i am going to do my CCA head reflections now. its gonna be up on the connexio :( ohwell. BYE!

its been so long since i updated!
emaths and ss test tmr.
i am mugging ss now, venice and housing. venice can just kill me man!
emaths is now statistics and probability. i hate those stupid frequency thing! :(

fuck

LALALALA hey tiong, you HAVEN BLOGGED.
ive been a good girl studying. yes, dont look at me like that rahh.
HAHAHA but some assholic thoughts keep getting into my bloody head, wasting a hell lot of bloody of my time.
"if only i could block you out of some time of my life, not thinking about you, i would very much appreciate it."
life is unpredictable, and i hate it.
i need a holiday.
desperately.
sentosa also can.

gary's booster helped a tiny bit but it was major destressing cos he was like SUPER funny lar. funny people.
its like fucking ten in the morning and im like watching kids centeal, waiting for pokemonto come out and my dad to fetch me to church and im really MAJORLY BORED LIKE FUCKING HELL!!

okay tv time.
im a kids central kid!(:

i beseech you

its hard for me knowing you still care but you never make a response.
its hard for me trying desperately making a part of me hate you.
its hard and its tiring for me.
its just a part of me that still cannot let go.
its just all the memories that come back.
its all about you and me.

i would go down on my knees to make you underrstand, little gestures that would make my day. i realise i never had the guts to do something i always wanted to do.
"whereever you'll be, i'll just be a turn away, so you can see me easily"

i will always be here for you.
i dont care if its good or bad, right or wrong.
i just want to be there, hold you in my arms and show i care.
whatever i've done i'll definitely do agn, for you i will.